My Resume

Welcome to my poetry page.....

and I hope you enjoy...I have thrown in a story scene or two for good measure...

Here's my email address if you wish to email me at anytime

Is He who He says He is??

*Looks up to the clouds*

"You really FUCKING hate me don't you!?"

"Why man? WHY?"

"COME ON!! answers please!"

*scowls at the skies*

ARRGGHHHH!!

"Not once have you EVER answered me!"

*yells*

"NOT ONCE!!"

"I followed....I even prayed, and I felt safe"

"then what happened?"

"I ask you this as YOU should know"

"I'll tell you what happened"

"You were too busy..to busy to answer the likes of me"

"ME...a shadow walker that wanted to walk along your enlightened path"

*l lower my head and sigh*

"I loved you man! kinda still do..."

"Why? you tell me...as the ALMIGHTY knows ALL right?"

"Or so others say....but what do YOU say?"

"Am I THAT unacceptable to not have my questions answered?"

"I figured you classed us all as equals....and never judged"

"but your just as unsure about those rules as we are"

"Am I right?? Or AM I right?"

"If not!...prove me wrong...and show me otherwise"

*yells*

"ANSWER ME!!"

Sleeping Babes

So....innocent....such soft skin....

Rosy cheeks and closed eyes....in slumber and dreaming

....all I can do is look....no touching....

*a single tear rolls down my face*

....to stroke one strand of hair....one sniff of their skin....

to let them know that I am here when they wake....

....even that I cannot do....as all I see is a picture....

*lower my head and cry*

Is Anyone out there?

I sit here crying....screaming silent prayers to the skies....to please turn back time....

As another teardrop falls, several more follow....their is a lump stationed in my throat....and my heart burns with pain....

My screaming prayers hold silent wishes, to let me be where I was a year ago....for my eyes to see them laugh and smile....for my hands to feel theirs in mine....

I roar at the skies for me to please have them back...I never hear a reply though....I lower my head with no further words spoken....close my eyes for a one to one with God....

To ask him to please reconsider....no more challenges and no more tests of strength....I tell him I cannot fight anymore....

As I barely have a sword, let alone a shield to protect my heart from anymore pain...I raise my white flag and surrender....outstretch my arms to show I have nothing....

I yell at the skies to finish me off....to make the pain go away....as I sit here crying....silent prayers to the skies....

Gypsy Girl

Day to day....week from week....

Many different surroundings....always an unfamiliar face....

Why can't two familiar days in a row happen?

I wish I had roots....shrug....they got cut off a year or so ago....

I blow whichever way the wind takes....landing here and there....

until I blow away again....living out of a bag....no two same bed to sleep in....

my eyes close to slumber and they open to anew....I understand life has to change....

sometimes I wish I didn't understand....so I could think for myself to why my life is this way....shrug

what do I know?....I am just a little gypsy girl....